It is not just a book Teal , i remember I used to feel life must be more than I felt and heard and saw . I felt this around my early 20 it’s. I felt also it should come from female perspective and it was some unexplained drive in my soul that I couldn’t articulate or explain. I understood intuitively that is missing, because my life experience depended on it. It is not just a perspective it is much more than ourselves. Just I wish it happened in much more fun way like my soul had that calling, masculine and feminine never was something I am attracted in your teaching in a first place. It is about mindset that never ceases to inspire me because it comes from you particularly. I can go my way I always have it. Your teachings handed me so much for life. On the other hand so much I haven’t experienced and I don’t have idea what is going to be beyond here and now. I lost my fertility what I was proud the most. I never thought I will come here to live. . What the empowerment could be for me this is what I have to figure out - or someone or something for me, maybe.